I think that in the long term at us everything will be normal, and at Russia everything is bad. Because the future all the same wins against the past, anyway: from the point of view of outlook, from the point of view of values, from the point of view of logic of development of historical process. It is impossible to get stuck in HH_ an eyelid in spiritual clamps and in Orthodoxy is it is impossible.

We live in an eyelid, and we have to aspire to liberal values because progress cannot be stopped. And Russia stops in the artificial way progress therefore it will come to a bad end. And I sincerely hope that Russia will fail and on our memory this terrible country will sink into depths of hell. The logic of historical process always says that the empire is doomed.

I was born in Dnepropetrovsk. When the father was sent to Africa to work, I was taken away with myself. As there was a school only to the 4th class at embassy, the sister were compelled to leave in a boarding school at the Ministry of Foreign Affairs in Moscow. Few years I stayed at home, and then in 6 years me sent to school
So it turned out that at school I was the smallest on a parallel. Therefore I had to confirm some leadership skills almost always and from the very beginning.

I entered the university in 16 years. It was DGU (now to the BOTTOM), on department of history, in the 88th year - the period of demolition of times, in half a year it was clear that the Soviet Union is near death. Being on a third year, I understood that a family it will be very difficult to teacher of history and social science to support. I was allowed to study as an exceptional case in parallel at two faculties because I was the Lenin scholar. And a grant at me was at that time 130 rubles when usual - 45, and engineers received 120. In parallel I arrived on law department. Handed over an akademraznitsa and graduated from 2 faculties at the same time - legal and historical. I was the youngest candidate of jurisprudence in Ukraine.

It is impossible to tell that I had a gangster childhood, but domestic is exact: all hands - are beaten, cut, broke them more than once, but in those days it was normal for all boys. To me, as well as all boys, there was a wish to be the pilot. But the most blissful was dream to become the metallurgist. I lived in the city of metallurgists. And, naturally, I knew nothing about this profession. But it is usual children's imaginations.

How many myself I remember, I worked all the time. And my late father handed over me in archaeological expedition, beginning somewhere with the 7th class. That is, instead of confused sitting in some foolish summer camps, I was together with archaeological expedition of university, among students. It was the hard work for the 14-year-old boy: on the baking sun with a shovel, all day long. However, there I was also taught bad habits, to smoke, for example. To work I went literally from 16 years because there was a wish to walk, and for this purpose to walk, money was necessary - times were heavy. I registered at once in construction crew. And, as I was actually minor, and we built the subway, me, the student, according to false documents issued as difficult brought up teenager. It was after the first course. I worked in the summer, at vacation. When got paid somewhere about 500 rubles are there was big money. Then it was necessary to combine work with study. I got a job the watchman in shop on production of slot machines. There was this shop the horse-radish knows where, far away. The room was without heating, it was necessary to sleep in terrible conditions, rats simply on feet went, and in the morning I went for lectures.

And then started being engaged in in what all active people - trade were engaged then. I cannot tell that I was the most terrible businessman, but, nevertheless, it everything allowed to earn some kopek. That is, as long as I could rememberas long as I could rememberas long as I could rememberas long as I could remember, I worked all the time. On the second year of a yurfakultet I went to work as the legal adviser. I was lucky because I got a job in business concern, and I had to deal with all existing issues, beginning from the organization of document flow and finishing with podgotovka of contracts. This work to me allowed to understand the principles of functioning of business. Then there was other business concern, here then everything at me went, was started turning up. As a result understood that I do not want to work for the uncle, and I created the law firm.

As it is indecent to refuse the past, I will tell that the big impetus to me was given by Yulia Vladimirovna Tymoshenko. Actually highly qualified specialist I became when worked for it in EESU. It is clear that I did not come the ordinary boy, and there did not invite if only whom. I conducted big foreign economic activity, supervised all these well-known gas contracts, contracts with the Ministry of Defence. But I did not want to work for a salary, and our ways dispersed from Tymoshenko.

I started earning good money very quickly. But at first we lived not that that is modest, we lived so that there was nothing to guzzle. At best it was possible to weld a borsch on water, just then my daughter was born.

And then, when affairs went up, my wife went to relatives to Moscow area, and it is the most real hole, the 100-th kilometer from Moscow. Usual Russian hopeless remote place. Also mother-in-law's girlfriends sit: at one husband became an inveterate drunkard, at the second - put, the third - in the market trades, and the wife - all beautiful, with lots of money, and these women speak to her: "Here you such unfortunate, you married the Ukrainian. And at you it is so bad, gasoline there, probably, is not present. On TV all showed us". And it were the 90th years. Their mass madness - it was already then.

My spouse does not approve my activity. It person absolutely self-sufficient. I in the life did not meet the woman with such will power. Unless only Yulia Vladimirovna Tymoshenko. She considers my participation in the political movement as vanity, after all dreamed to marry the businessman, but not the politician. I very much appreciate its position, will power, exclusive advantage and improbable beauty.

When my father died, I promised him that I will make genealogical research of a sort: employed special firm in St. Petersburg which dug 5 years on all archives. They got to the bottom of the great-great-grandfather, and it is the Pskov peasants. And not that any overlooked Jew, even the Ukrainian is not present in general in a sort - one Russians. On all branches, in all directions.

Now I - certainly the patriot, even the ultrapatriot. Especially as I belong to the right opposition. My ultrapatriotism started developing after events on the Maidan. Because me as the person from serious business, simply took out on this revolutionary surface. We treated category of businessmen who should be noticed but on which it is impossible to attack. Therefore, in principle, we felt absolutely normally at any modes. Also it is necessary to be frank - at Yanukovych it was difficult, but, nevertheless, it was possible to agree though geeks they were pervostateyny. When the Maidan began, at first we treated it detached, but only until, yet did not start beating and stealing people. When stole the late Verbitsky, I was written by the Kiev acquaintance that the militia found a body of the person, and they want it unknown to burn. I did not give it to make: lifted scandal in the press. When you look and see, what general miracles of heroism, mutual assistance and self-organization are shown by the people, naturally you have a pride of it. The question of patriotism woke up in a spiritual form, and Russia brought it to such state that he never will fall asleep any more.

To me it is not terrible for itself, for the life though to me there were many unpleasant situations. I treat it detached. I study Japanese art, culture, there the subject of death is regarded in a different way. And the further you plunge into this subject, the more you study it and death start treating philosophically.

There is at me such fear, even a complex that I will become necessary to nobody. My work always was design: in three months I can earn one million or five million dollars, and then half a year simply do not call me. And I sit all this time and I jump up on a chair that about me forgot.

For New year I the first time for long time left to have a rest. Before at me all sat on the head, beginning from Igor Valeryevich Kolomoysky and finishing Gennady Olegovich Korban, and still deputies and so on. I thought, My God, when all of them disappear. All call, something tell, and the second I start fidgeting on a chair because I ceased to be disturbed suddenly. And here starts seeming that you are not necessary, is not expedient, and you cannot find any peace, worry about the usefulness and importance.

When I watch at ours personnel policy, for me it always paradox. Besides talk with Poroshenko, I many times communicated with Lozhkin, with Gena Zubko, and the most interesting that all of us normally communicate and now, but they consider that have to do just as it it seems. And some things become at the level of idiocy: still in Dnepropetrovsk did not appoint any head of the area. We directed to them representatives, but occurs nothing. Respectively, all area is decapitated. These are absurd things, and it is difficult even to comment on them.

We have good relations with Turchynov because I remember the most terrible times when Pyotr Alekseevich also it was not close as the commander-in-chief, and Turchynov could call 2 times a day in spite of the fact that he also was the acting president. It is clear that we do not call just like that to chat. Earlier Pashinsky called us on 10 times a day. Yatsenyuk always took the call. And now you call Lozhkin, and he for 4 days does not answer it it is abnormal. We have a front area, and we are not called back simply. It is impossible to knock at the closed doors all the time.

Poroshenko surrounds himself with wrong people. We had with it some confidential talk, it could, using that we are workaholics, to switch our rough energy to the support and to offer us: look, at you in Dnieper everything turned out, here to you here work - go be engaged.

But Pyotr Alekseevich has very high degree of some fear or mistrust. When you to it come, he very attentively listens to you, and you leave him happy but only after that changes nothing.

I rather conservative and, naturally, divide people into friends, companions and acquaintances. For this purpose, to be considered as the friend, it is necessary to have some general last experiences. And though I am a person sociable, friends cannot be much. I have many good companions, but with friends it is necessary to have some general past life. For example, Gena Korban is, it is possible to tell, my most close friend. We with it on life together, but I cannot go on vacation with it. Because exactly next day as we come somewhere, we start quarreling. And in general the friendship is a trust. The Birch I consider the same the friend. After Ilovaysk when I started understanding that, perhaps, never I will see it, I changed all system of coordinates. We can swear, sort out with it the relations, but there are such moments in lives which cannot be forgotten or exchanged.

But happened at me and a mistake when I considered some people as relatives, and actually they simply well pretended to be. If the person at whom I christened the child, tries to organize deputy inquiry in which I am accused of custom-made murder through the third hands is a treachery. But I cannot tell that was disappointed in people. I think, it were my mistakes that I allowed geeks to climb to myself under a skin

Decency and ability to keep the word - important qualities for any person. On life I got much and enemies and ill-wishers, but to some extent my conscience is true. For example, mister Tsarev obviously considers me as the dishonourable person because we increased it by zero, but I in relation to it have no obligations; and still is a person who tried to deprive of us the homeland, and I consider that for it we can deprive of him everything. I cannot tell that I am very cruel man though to some extent at me there is a ruthlessness. But there are also sentimental notes. I in life had many different difficult situations therefore I treat many things simply detached. Life is a zebra, but the main thing that it did not end in an ass.

I do not regret for anything and I can tell that everything did correctly. Both policy, and big business in which I am, is everything big deception. But, when you per day communicate 24 hours generally with villains, deception and expectation of deception become absolutely natural. Deception has many various differentiations therefore, of course, it is necessary to deceive, and it constantly is present at your life. I - quick-tempered, but rather easily appeased, impulsive and not vindictive. But there are some things which I will not forget never. And if the people involved in these things, sooner or later I an otgryza it a side get to me.

It is necessary to divide the relations between God and church. I as the person churched and very grounded in these things, generally I argue with myself. If with the Lord at me difficult relations, with church they even more difficult.

If to speak about church of the Moscow patriarchy, I am awarded by the highest awards, at one time I very strongly helped church. I have a personal diploma from the patriarch Kirill. But while the church turned away from the country, I turned away from church.

I had very unpleasant conversation with the confessor, I told that until the church will sound in health of the patriarch Kirill, I will not cross its threshold because they conduct subversive, diversionary activities, and I will not begin to go and uplift prayers for demolition men and saboteurs.

Now I reached such level when senselessly to dream because I understand that you will not put on 50 couples shoes and it is impossible to go by five "Mercedes".

When your consumption level podymatsya up to the certain heights, you already all the same, how many you have 50 million dollars or 500. If to speak about subjects of a material world, I reached everything that wanted. And if non-material, dream - one that rather all this ended. Also it would be possible to sit down, have a rest, to look simply on the parties, to understand that in general occurs around and where to go further. Because for the last year my life changed cardinally. Still a year ago I got up at 11 o'clock and left for work. From there came back to 5 o'clock in the evening, and I spent all free time with a family, with friends, with native-close, could live on half a year abroad. And now within a year I live in a hell - all day long at work.

First work in the regional state administration was such: you go to 4 mornings home, and in 8 already a RAM. And so month, two, three … You come late at night, get into the refrigerator, eat some sausage and go to bed. Total absence of the mode, plus in a year I never played sports. And the stress removed alcohol. I cannot tell that I turned into the drunkard, but as at any Russian person - the first way of removal of a stress - slapped a glass and at once it is good.

Now I try to get it together because I understand if to live in such mode, it is simply possible to get to hospital.

I could leave, but then would cease to respect myself. Perhaps it sounds pathosly, maybe, ridiculously, but you are a man and you are obliged to lend to the country a shoulder when to it it is heavy. Therefore such thoughts did not arise. Why we held the Dnepropetrovsk area? Because I was engaged every day in that reconciled people, explained, argued. All very overexcited. We had both meetings, and arsons, and mass fights. People broke the Ukrainian flags and hung up the Russian. The situation could shake in any party always. We in general live in strange time: every day there is a war with application of heavy artillery, and in Kiev - everything is normal, all well feel. Even in Dnepropetrovsk the situation, as in the front city absolutely is in a different way felt.

I cannot tell that about us will write books, but the history will estimate us. Though objectively, and this opinion and ordinary people and experts if not our team, Ukraine would not be any more.

It simply would fail if we lost Dnepropetrovsk, and chances of it were all. Therefore it is quite good for the man - to become history.

And at all respect for Pyotr Alekseevich, at all my difficult relation to it, and he is the great patriot and works much, persists in till 4 mornings every day, but it is necessary to understand that in the most hard times in the country Turchynov, Yatsenyuk, Kolomoysky were at the helm, and they accepted a main blow. And Poroshenko - rather casual president though quite good - is much better and more human, than this previous animal, Yanukovych, or Yushchenko. But if we speak from the point of view of historical process, those terrible March-April days when we got this burden, it was not even visible to Poroshenko in the telescope.

We do not have enough political will. It is a lot of any different words, it is a lot of different gestures, grimaces and jumps but in what there was a phenomenon of the Dnepropetrovsk area - we had a will. Perhaps, not absolutely democratic but when we understand that tomorrow in Donetsk at the railway station 500 fighters with machine guns can get our methods on the train and it is simple to leave in Kiev at the station in the morning, and in the country nobody reflects on it, then we call in "Ukrzaliznytsyu" and we say that it is specifically necessary to make. And in reply we hear: "We have a schedule"." In that case we expel KamAZ and we partition off the railroad", - we warn. Having heard it, they changed at once the schedule. But for some reason only thoughts came to our mindour mind it. Therefore the political will and opportunity, and desire to take the responsibility before the country, before society, before people is necessary. Unfortunately, I observe now an enormous gap between professional and moral quality of elite and civil society. If the second showed miracles of self-organization and showed it to the whole world, elite, unfortunately, suffers from water in the brain.

I think that in the long term, at us everything will be normal, and at Russia everything is bad. Because the future all the same wins against the past, anyway: from the point of view of outlook, from the point of view of values, from the point of view of logic of development of historical process. It is impossible to get stuck in the 21st century in spiritual clamps and in Orthodoxy is it is impossible. We live in the 21st century, and we have to aspire to liberal values because progress cannot be stopped. And Russia stops in the artificial way progress therefore it will come to a bad end. And I sincerely hope that Russia will fail, and on our memory this terrible country will sink into depths of hell. The logic of historical process always says that the empire is doomed.

It is necessary to be able to wait. This nightmare - it will not end neither tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow. Very many hotheads put themselves in hope to change the world, to break it under themselves, naturally, it is necessary to deal with this issue, but to be engaged systemically.

It is better to do every day 10 small things, than to declare some purposes "for all good, against all bad". We are practicians, people who go every day with small steps, but do not build any crystal locks.

Vika Yasinskaya, Censor.NET

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