From the fact of Independence, I had a certain inner exaltation, only I could not understand, there will be systemic changes, because he saw that vote the Communists, and for me, Independence is unambiguous and complete change of coordinate system. When I returned home, I saw that nothing had changed: all, as it was sitting in their seats, the way it sits.

Realized that avails that will not, and began to write all sorts of projects, to find ways to create some new system, which could be quite effective protection of state and national interests of the Ukrainian people and nation. I was born in Kiev and lived near the Dnieper metallurgical plant, which later became the plant. First impressions baby is bright-bright sky. When the ovens was melting, the sky shimmered from the glare. Then when my life was thrown on the North of Russia, and there I saw the Northern lights, which was very similar to the sky of my childhood. I was a child asphalt and balcony, has lived in the working Khrushchev. Accordingly, the circle of people around was specific. About the school I have only positive memories. First I learned, as it was called "shock", "4" and "5". And when he finished school, had 5 threes in all subjects, which I did not like: chemistry, computer science, algebra, geometry and English. But with history and literature, everything was fine.

A kid I wanted to be a military pilot fighter and fly in MiGs, still wanted to be involved in counterintelligence. As a teenager I read everything that had to do with wars. Was very fond of historical literature, Soviet author of memoirs. Subsequently there were more opportunities to see what was the Soviet army and what is the KGB. It became clear that it is the repressive apparatus, the stagnation and decline. Therefore, the desire of the army retreated into the background. After high school, I faced a dilemma: I can go to College, but never went because I wanted independence. And at 16 I went to work at the plant as a repairman for metallurgical equipment. Me with my parents very much lucky because they never did not disturb me and always supported. 96 year I was a Russian-speaking person. My family was apolitical and also Russian. But then we decided to go to Ukrainian.

In General, a certain love for Ukraine and the language I started with the 4th class, thanks to the teacher who is very interested in telling different stories about Bandera, the Ukrainian national-liberation movement. It was a very negative stories, because the Soviet. But in my heart I felt sympathy for their characters.

The whole complex of matches and certain events in my life made me as a person, decided to start changing lives for the better. So that's what we are doing today. Dneprodzerzhinsk was quite active in the informal plan, as it was called, organizations, and eventually I joined the national liberation struggle. Met people from the Association of environmental initiatives in the fall of 88-th, and then we created the people's movement of Ukraine, rather it was the popular Front. And there you go; just held elections for the Congress of people's deputies of the USSR. This year between leaving school and getting into the Soviet army, I had a very active: travel arrangements, meetings. There was even a time when I held a hunger strike in Kyiv. It happened on the Day of the frontier guard. This protest was linked to the environmental problems in our city. Ecology there is bad now, but it was even worse because he worked all the plants, and to breathe was almost nothing. I started with that collected signatures against the launch of the coke oven battery on one of the coke makers. IT ran without treatment facilities. And this is a bunch of harmful chemicals in the air. The boys went shopping, apartment, wherever I could. Collected signatures,and there were several thousand, we suspended the start of this battery. But after the elections all got involved in politics and our work has become useless. When we learned that this battery started again, I announced one-day warning strike, came to the Central square, the poster has hung calls. It turned out to be quite resonant action. I was 17 years old, but in the support group had a lot of people who came and put their signatures. I took the poster in Moscow and in the end we managed to stop the running of the battery. This trip was very memorable because I met livcom Lukyanenko, Stepan Khmara, Valeria Novodvorskaya. You have met many significant people in my life meant something. I had the opportunity to talk to them. Moreover, I managed to get in "the Ukrainian Helsinki Union, at that time the most radical structure, which was actively persecuted by the Soviet secret police.

In General, in Moscow I went often, because had there grandfather, but when I first got to Kiev, saw an unauthorized rally on Maidan, then it was called the October Revolution. For the first time in my life I saw, as riot police disperse the rally was the first time the club over the hump and looked at the yellow-blue flag in the huge crowd in the middle of the capital. Those events were for me some milestones that have shaped the consciousness and life direction. I have not identified themselves as nationalist, but repeatedly asked myself why I started to participate in such dissident currents, probably because I had a keen sense of justice. For example, my first strike in my life happened after 7-th class. Then there were the so-called "labor camps and recreation" - students were taken to the farms, and we weeded all the radishes or cucumbers. I am in the class was the leader and I was able to gather a circle of people, their classmates, and to stand on that we didn't do the job, for which we would have to pay several times more than we received. For such a strike, then the cap can be obtained very simply, but we were lucky. I life in General is very often out of luck. We saw how to steal meat from the dining room the staff at this camp. And it was a particular form of blackmail on our side. Then we received parity: they do not touch us, and we them. And even adults are listened to our wishes regarding norms and prices.

In April 89 I picked up the first Ukrainian flag, say in the East, it just happened for the first time. This flag sewed my grandmother and my sister.

They may sense yet there was not invested, but a certain sympathy and belief in what I am doing right was in them. In October of the same 89 I was in the army, but as a member of the people's movement of Ukraine, as Which. Army for me was a great school of life, it was a certain vintage, and I thank God that got there. I there was a huge conflict with major-General. When he saw mine, he called me to himself. I stood in front of him - patagonic, 18, form on me puffs up, blowing the smell of "spirit", I even took the oath. Stand and know that I'm not here to ride, something to prove, because there is still nothing to prove, but worse can be. And the General was very Communist, and even head paltuding, and still he provoked me a half-hour conversation about the tragedy in Tbilisi. How the division named after Dzerzhinsky hacked sapper shovels women. This should be an example for me discipline, self-sacrifice of the soldiers, but here I could not restrain himself and began to persecute all that thought about the Soviet Union. And then I was pushed in the worst division of the regiment. There I learned to survive and to fight for their rights.
I served 2 years and the news of Independence met before demob. Then I also tried to exercise their civic position: penapisan leaflets about the following content: "Not pgpooladmin orders of the Communist dinosaurs, do not fight against his own people." I even came to arrest for distributing these leaflets, but on my side, and stood up again, because I had authority in the regiment, and among the officers, and among the soldiers. Managed to negotiate with the organizer that they did not campaign for the coup, and we are not agitating for Yeltsin. And that day I realized that not in vain live in this world. From the fact of Independence, I had a certain inner exaltation, only I could not understand, there will be systemic changes, because he saw that vote the Communists, and for me, Independence is unambiguous and complete change of coordinate system.

When I returned home, I saw that nothing had changed: all, as it was sitting in their seats, the way it sits. Figured what's the point of no and began to write all sorts of projects, to find ways to create some new system, which could be quite effective protection of state and national interests of the Ukrainian people and nation. In 1994, for me, this organization became the "Trident behalf of Stepan Bandera". And Vasily Ivanishin as the first chief commander, mentor and teacher made me a nationalist. Because I myself identified as a national Democrat. Since that time, I was professionally involved in social activities, though to us and it was very difficult with my family, and on the Bazaar had to stand, and to the North flew six months. I was very afraid to go to the Bazaar, but life is made. When married to Olga, his faithful wife, as needed to earn money. And we came up with her business: she used to knit different things for the baby, and I went and sold. It was the 90s,and then it was possible either to steal or to keep the racket, or to sell. But at the market was even interesting, because there was quite intellectual circle. For the year, well we got up, had two points. And persistent inflation: bought dollars at one price and sold at another. But I felt that all this was not for me. It was disgusting to do what, but was forced because I was still our first baby. This business helped to survive, but when did "Trident", we slowly began to close, and almost simultaneously to enter politics. It was a constant risk because of the Soviet security forces all ground enemies, and not to the politicians who want to help them restore order in the country. And all of them, and the cops and Sborniki thought that Ukraine is a very temporary phenomenon. Six months, a year - and won the Ukraine.  So no one was going to develop, navarovaci more - that was their only purpose. Therefore, this process of state and led to the Orange revolution and winter. God would give to the last, though I doubt it.

When I started in the "Trident", you become an authority for people who are nearly twice your age, is very difficult, but I managed. I had three tumultuous years, I'm frazzle.

But first, allowing you to implement your plans this ideological motives, that is when you know what it is. And now this war shows that ideologically motivated units fight better at worst.

And besides, I just always was narwani and showed itself where it is necessary and not necessary. I am a soldier, and the soldier must perform clearly defined tasks and orders of his superiors. Due to the fact that during the creation of "legal sector" in the "Trident" I have already occupied the highest position, the guys decided that it was time for me to go to the public's attention and publicity I was always afraid, or rather did not like, at least. That's why, when I had to take responsibility for the events of 19 on Hrushevsky - it was a meal for me. I have to take some responsibility. It falls on the shoulders of a certain burden, and this burden to some extent, I'm afraid. But I go on it because I'm a team and the team I is the best in the world. The most important thing now is that young people dealt with such matters. And I just love to do my job and try to do it as well.

Now the worst thing is to give the order, which may die guys. When you bring "dehateh" and "Trakata" is difficult. It's one thing when you go to perform a certain task, and there are fewer opportunities. The structure being built more and more, and the guys I didn't get in. My common sense tells me that at the command post I will do much more good than if you go into the composition of any of the group. And personally, for my life I was scared in my childhood, when I once fell through the ice in the 4th grade. It was in the middle of the Dnieper river, I pulled out, but such a panic fear I have not experienced anymore. In the war I keep myself under control, because guide men and fears should not be shown outside. Of course, have a great fear of being captured, so a grenade to bear always, because death, like me, is better than getting into the hands of the enemy.

I fear for your family and don't know what is for my wife, my constant absence and persistent risks. But when my wife Olga with me almost 22 years. I have it real and never let me down. This is the most reliable rear, which can be. But the injury I'm not afraid because I know that even as a cripple, I'm still going to fight. When I saw that my hand is loose, thought her Khan, because I never even felt, but it didn't frighten me. I immediately began to think, how much time will it take me to learn to shoot left. In General, when wounded, the first feelings I had were all alive, because us 5 times and shrugged. Thank God everyone survived.

To fight I went, because I understand that it is necessary to create a new system that will be able to protect that state. For Ukraine it is necessary to struggle. Without a personal example to build something currently impossible.

Especially because I had the experience of driving large enough paramilitary structure, I knew that the authority should always maintain the action. Accordingly, I took the fact that together with his team offered some ideas, some outputs of situations. We immediately took several databases for training, because I realized that the Crimea is finished. And began to chase personnel, to form groups. Weapons first we was not any, only that during the revolution managed to get something bought, someone had their own. I understood perfectly that lead the people to war is only entitled person, who has passed certain stages in a specific combat work. Through my direct involvement in a number of combat operations, the guys just saw that I'm not hiding from bullets, not sitting in the rear and not cry right words, "let me." So I reached an even higher level of authority, which allowed me to finally get on the formation of a Ukrainian Volunteer corps". He is the only Ukrainian structure, which in my opinion has become a social phenomenon, a continuation of the real traditions of the Cossacks, not shareware that runs forever drunk with harmotome and really fighting. This is a continuation of the Zaporozhian Sich. And my direct involvement in such transactions raised and my personal self-esteem. Because when all around you are flying grenades, shooting all types of firearms, when you feel yourself on the verge of life and death, there is a revaluation of values.

When the body was formed, of course, my participation in combat operations became much less guys are simply not allowed. But what I must be constantly on the front, at his command post, which also experiences the shock of artillery, for me it is just as clearly, because I gathered the people, organized, and led to war and after that I can't just sit in Parliament and say what I great. You cannot live constantly those that have already done, and you have to constantly do new things and think about the perspective is correct and the life, and the nationalist position. Because nationalism is not just a feeling of love for the Motherland, it's continuous action on confirmation of this love. I even talked to their constituents that I have no money to build roads, I don't have the money to spend gas, but I can suppress some officials and squeeze something out of them to resolve certain issues. And can organize people to fight for their rights. So they were not herd, which can be pushed around by anyone who wishes. They should become citizens, and citizens are those who combined some ideas and interests. And then they become a force that seriously. That is why on the front I was and will be until there is a war. And when you get better, then I will go to the Parliament and to break those laws, which I consider the most important: the protection of volunteers that we have registered on the first day of work, the law on weapons, national security, and many others. I should have time to work and a Deputy, and when I see that I was exhausted, and that use BP a lot will not bring, then you and the mandate to pass, let the other person and works.

We have a lot - a whole state to build it, the war to win the Crimea to win. It is desirable to destroy Russia as an Empire. So here itself can be found in many guises. We, the nationalists, there is always a choice.

The first point of the Decalogue Ukrainian nationalist sounds like: get the Ukrainian state or perish in the struggle for her.

This war me even more tempered, more I started to think strategically, got a lot of knowledge and military experience. But on the other hand I have become more cynical, more callous. Because when you see people die and you turn a blind eye, of course, something within Kam' an. The only thing that always helps is faith in God, which is a specific engine. I consider myself a believer, albeit a very bad Christian because the Church has not walked. For a practicing Christian, it is very important - it is a constant confession and communion. The last year I have a very big problem, because war is war and not allows you to repent in everything you do. I believe that all God's will and God's miracles throughout my life accompany. Before the storm on January 19 Hrushevsky I went on Askold's grave confessed - and I did it. I think we at least have changed the course of the revolution, and perhaps the course of history of Ukraine.

The nation is dead, living and unborn Ukrainians in Ukraine and outside Ukraine things were said Shevchenko. And the people, that is the generation that is living now, this is only one link in the nation. Because the nation were and Prince Svyatoslav and his wife, and Cossacks, and so on. The generation that is now, it is very ambiguous. Perhaps even the military conflict that is happening in the East, to some extent due to the degradation of this generation, or part thereof. This is very much evident on the Maidan when the scoop has rushed against the Ukrainians. There are not slaves, and have slaves is degraded part of the existing people, for which material goods are everything. Recently we got captured one determine, he was the driver of "Castle" or something like that. There was no work, and he geeneric gave two and a half thousand UAH salary, and he went after them to fight. That is, money is everything for him. And Novorossia him Nairn not needed. I told him: "Fool, you would have come in the Ukrainian army, the contract would have more money received". He: "Yes? And let me sign". It was just horrible, it's so primitive and the absence of anything Holy that it leads to such degradation. But against this background, we see millions of people that their liberties are ready to sacrifice everything, including life. I think it's really bad when people think of the totalitarian - these are bad, but these are good. For example, Yuri Biryukov recently ran into someone unfairly, as on me, but on him immediately bark that he is now the bad guy and so on, and he did so much and now green goes from work. This is why no one takes into account. You cannot judge people, especially who are working constantly on the verge of exhaustion, through a few written words on Facebook, because it destroys the unity of all the front and rear. We need to appreciate every act of man. Try first to go in her place, and then criticize. Must be objectivism. Because when fleeing soldiers from the positions of the whole bus and they were welcomed as heroes, and they opened the flanks and rear of the other parts that death held their positions and then get in boilers, is the other side of the coin. These are people who must be given by a military Tribunal, and they are lauded as heroes.

Still our people for me are the best, the best for me and Right sector, and my team. And it should be part of every normal person in the world, regardless of nationality.

His - it is closest, and there is no greater love than to lay down his soul for his friends and relatives. So now at the front. The guys give their lives for specific people. For me, the war is not only the big things, such as attainment of the state, additionally it is a protection specifically their family, their children, their future.
People should just be honest, to live with a certain kind of love, to properly educate their children and not make them a bastard. And still need to love their Homeland, because it is the same as loving mother. God, Ukraine, Freedom of the Arrangement, must all be in their places.

Because, as a rule, women fall in love with our boys as fighters, which manifest themselves in the fight, and then when you get married, some of them try to make the family for men became more important the matter, which he did. Break criteria, and this affects relationships and parenting, and the family may even be destroyed.
I have always said that we should build on these, those that know how to do something. Our children by several degrees, a lot of people with knowledge of foreign languages. We have a bunch of decent young people. And I don't understand why the government can't go through the system of Georgian reforms. And from this and the slip in the release of our Eastern territories, the slip in the rear. Because they do not put on those people who are able sacrificially to take and plow. It seems that the current government is afraid of us more than the external enemy. Now the state would need to provide us with the status of a separate species of the Armed forces of Ukraine independent volunteer movement than we from them. To give more freedom and light arms. On the volunteer movement is very strong decline, no reserve. And we don't have time to recharge your part in our training in "the Gum" because the queue are. It says, perhaps, about the adequacy of the decisions that we protect the people that we are not inline and not betray. Our guide was not the political will to suppress the rebellion in Slavyansk, the first gang of two dozen people. And now kills thousands.

In such revolutionary-military times democracy cannot play some positive role. As a rule, if the state plays in democracy during the war, she will lose, and this is unacceptable.

In my life there were many traitors, but I forgave them and was not disappointed. And I consider myself a very lucky person, because I have everything: real friends that went through the whole life, and now there is actually more, many of these have been tested and peace, and war, and repression and prison, favorite thing, a wonderful family, children, grandchildren. All this can be called happiness. The best rest for me is when I'm in the family circle, when the grandson on me the creeps. I would like to do their job and to survive until retirement. I would have been sitting at home in front of the fireplace, barbecue set, barbecue fried. Now living in the house, which was built by my grandfather. I am often there took small, then there's parents lived, and now I have finished there is a bedroom, study, corridor, garage, still in the plans to demolish the old cracked barn. Love to spend time there. To the Dnieper - 15 minutes, and this is my river, which I love very much. Not less fond of Orel. It is quiet, clean, and blossoms. We go there constantly enjoy camping, swimming, bsims with the kids. I like to be in nature, because constant communication with people tiring. You all the same for people trying to be the best, but at home you can relax and be yourself. The house does not need to prove anything to anyone.

Texte et photo: Vika Yasinskaya, Censor.NET

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